Mama, I Miss You!

Somethings been bothering me alot lately...

There is this familliar voice which I used to hear everyday growing up

but lately...it all seem a blur to me.

I used to hate it so bad when it used to nag me for every little thing possible

that I secretly wish I was left alone.

Sometimes I just sit and think to myself

'What if she was still here...'

'What If...'

It's all we think about when something we fail to appreciate is gone from our life...

FOREVER.

I miss you Mama...

I wish I can remember how you sound like...

I hate that I wasn't able to appreciate what I had until it was too late..

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I hate myself even more for not being a good kid growing up..

If you are reading this Michelle, I wanna thank you

for standing by me when I wasn't who I was supposed to be.

To everyone that's reading this,

Ya'll gotta learn to appreciate what ya'll have especially family members

We are not perfect, Nobody's perfect...

As long as we learn from our mistakes, we're already a better person.

My family,

their like this really huge mountain that I could hide behind

when the wind and rains falls down on me.

I'm a better person because and for them!

xxo